As winter arrived in 1861, the 6th New Hampshire Volunteer
Infantry regiment came together at the Cheshire County Fairgrounds in Keene. On
Christmas morning, after a brief training camp, the men marched 2½ miles
to the train station and headed south. There they took up service under the whiskery
Rhode Islander Ambrose Burnside, who would lead them as commander of the 9th
Corps for much of the war.
John S. Smith, the 6th New Hampshire Infantry's adjutant, had been wounded three times by late 1864 but could not bear to leave the army until the war was won. |
Among the original members of the 6th was John Stearns Smith,
who enlisted shortly before his 24th birthday. Like other young men from
Peterborough, he went into Company E. When the regiment broke camp in Keene, he
had already been promoted to sergeant. He rose to regimental adjutant and served
until the end of the war.
Smith’s battle experience reflected his regiment’s. Despite
a head wound at Bull Run in August 1862, he returned to fight at
Fredericksburg, where the 6th lost 16 killed. He took a minie ball to the hip
at Jackson, Miss., in July of 1863. Just over a year later, at the Battle of
the Crater, he suffered a slight shell wound to his hand.
In the following letter, Smith refers to a furlough in September
1864, possibly to recover from his wound at the Crater. Written to from Hancock Station, one of the Union army railroad depots during the siege of
Petersburg, the letter paints a vivid picture of the domestic life of a veteran
officer in the field.
But in the most moving part of the letter, Smith lays bare the conflicted emotions of a soldier. After three years of war, why would a man who had seen so much death
and tempted death himself stay in the army rather than take an honorable discharge
with his comrades? Despite the danger Smith wrote, “I feel as though
I could not turn my back on the Army til the last gun was fired.”
Here's the letter:
Headquarters 6th N.H. Volunteers
Hancock Station, VA
December 8th, 1864
Dear Cousin Eunice,
I think you must have forgotten your promise to write me on the Sunday following my departure from home in September. Perhaps however, the letter was lost in transmittal; at any rate I will so consider it. I have written to Scripture and directed him to print a copy of the Elm Hill view and send it to you by mail according to my promise. Did you see those copies printed by him before you left? And how did you like them?
Headquarters 6th N.H. Volunteers
Hancock Station, VA
December 8th, 1864
Dear Cousin Eunice,
I think you must have forgotten your promise to write me on the Sunday following my departure from home in September. Perhaps however, the letter was lost in transmittal; at any rate I will so consider it. I have written to Scripture and directed him to print a copy of the Elm Hill view and send it to you by mail according to my promise. Did you see those copies printed by him before you left? And how did you like them?
Good-natured Phin P. Bixby of Concord |
We have just returned from a raid toward the Weldon Rail Road, or rather toward Weldon NC. We had an exhausting and disagreeable march through the snow and mud. Found no enemy except a few straggling guerrillas and accomplished nothing worthy of note. Except to destroy fifteen or twenty miles of Rail Road and plunder innumerable corn cribs, cattle farms and poultry yards.
We are now comfortably settled down on the old hill again and have built good quarters. The field and Staff have quarters together on a hill by themselves and mess together. The mess consists of five persons. Lt. Col Bixby, Commanding “a fellow of infinite jest.” Major Quarles, a New Hampshire lawyer and politician, somewhat radical and visionary in his views, who insists that “true courage consists in concealing well your terrors.” Dr. Noyes, a very credulous and unsophisticated fellow; at whose expense many a joke is perpetrated. The Chaplain, a good man, and a practical one, who can preach, work or fight, as occasion requires and myself. We get along fairly together.**
My upholstery is from the largest establishment in the Army
and consists of a bed, table, office desk and some chairs, all of which are
appropriate and comfortable if not elegant. I shall not complain if I am
compelled to stay here all winter, nor ask why the Army of the Potomac don’t
move.
I hear from home about once a week. The family were all well when they last wrote me. Susie is getting along fairly with her school. In a letter from mother about two weeks since I first received the mournful intelligence of your father’s death. I know how idle and unsatisfactory any words of consolation must be coming from one who cannot feel the terrible misfortune as you do. Yet I cannot help saying that I sympathize with you sincerely in this sad bereavement and asking you to be of good courage. Looking for comfort and consolation where only it can be found. I should be glad to see a paper containing an obituary notice of your Father. Mother said she received one but sent it with Jonathan.
Many of the officers and men of my Regiment left the service and were mustered
out on the 1st of this month. I might have received an honorable discharge at
the same time on account of having serviced three years. But I feel as though I
could not turn my back on the Army til the last gun was fired.
I hear from home about once a week. The family were all well when they last wrote me. Susie is getting along fairly with her school. In a letter from mother about two weeks since I first received the mournful intelligence of your father’s death. I know how idle and unsatisfactory any words of consolation must be coming from one who cannot feel the terrible misfortune as you do. Yet I cannot help saying that I sympathize with you sincerely in this sad bereavement and asking you to be of good courage. Looking for comfort and consolation where only it can be found. I should be glad to see a paper containing an obituary notice of your Father. Mother said she received one but sent it with Jonathan.
James H. Noyes of Nashua joined the 6th in 1861 as hospital steward and stayed long enough to become regimental surgeon. |
I went with the officers and men to the train the morning
they were mustered out to see them off. They were a jovial bunch I assure you.
They have served faithfully for three long years and no one can question their
patriotism or fidelity for the cause. For they have a right to go. If they had
got off the cars and volunteered their services for three years more, I could
not have found a heart to enlist them. It would have been like requiring their
death warrant.
When I turned my face toward the Regiment again it was with
feelings of regret and sadness that I can hardly express. These men had been
with us during three long years. Three weary years of suffering exposure and
danger. We had marched shoulder to shoulder in twenty battles, had participated
in the hardships and dangers of many campaigns and in the pleasures and
conviviality’s of the camp. Our mutual friends and comrades have mingled their
dust with the soil of many different states and it was not stranger perhaps
that the breakup of these associations, the strongest that can exist among men,
should awaken some emotions of sadness in the hearts of the most indifferent
and unfeeling. Only a fragment of the original Regiment remains. Who can tell
how many of that number will respond to the roll call after three years more
service?
A Salute of one hundred guns was fired at sunrise this morning in honor of General Thomas’ victory in Tennessee. Tonight we hear that Sherman is in Savannah. If this glorious news be true we can almost see the beginning of the end.***
I have written more than I intended. Please inform me if you receive the view of Elm Hill. It is getting late and I must bid you good night.
Sincerely yours
Cousin J. S. Smith
My address is 2nd Brigade 2nd Regiment
9th Corps Army of the Potomac
A Salute of one hundred guns was fired at sunrise this morning in honor of General Thomas’ victory in Tennessee. Tonight we hear that Sherman is in Savannah. If this glorious news be true we can almost see the beginning of the end.***
I have written more than I intended. Please inform me if you receive the view of Elm Hill. It is getting late and I must bid you good night.
Sincerely yours
Cousin J. S. Smith
My address is 2nd Brigade 2nd Regiment
9th Corps Army of the Potomac
John S. Dore served as the 6th's chaplain from Nov. 1, 1863, when he was 23 years old, till war's end. |
**A native of Piermont, N.H., Phin P. Bixby was a 32-year-old
Concord merchant and former printer when he joined the 6th as adjutant in 1861. He was
captured at second Bull Run and wounded twice during the siege of Petersburg.
He rose to colonel and commanded the 6th late in the war. Bixby returned to Concord after the war and died there in
1877. Samuel D. Quarles of Ossipee, N.H., enlisted at 28 and served as a
company commander in the 6th. He was
wounded severely at Spottsylvania on May 18, 1864, but soon returned as the
regiment’s major. James H. Noyes of Nashua was assistant surgeon and, eventually, surgeon of the 6th. The chaplain was John S. Dore of Bangor, Maine.
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